While I was lying down reading an interesting book, one of my 2 cats, Max came to say hello. He strolled over towards me & snuggled himself into my chest, just as my son had done this morning. He had been unfortunate last week as I found 3 paralysis ticks on him and because I can't afford the extreme costs the vet requires to fix him, I let nature take it's course. The whole time I was so worried he would die & it would be my fault. He's such a lovely tom...I didn't choose him or buy him. My husband would only let me have one cat...my Rocco. But he came to my back door one night, he seemed to be a teenager (he was too big to be a kitten, but too small to be an adult). He was skinny & his coat was very dry & tatted. He was hungry. I am not one to turn away someone/thing in need so I just had to feed him. He never left. I named him Max & now I call him mine. So when he was so sick from the paralysis poison, I felt awful....and angry thinking 'why would this happen?' I fed, cleaned, de-flead & loved this cat and now I was going to suffer watching him slowly die!! All I could think to do was pray... and... he has now made a full recovery!
So, I'm petting him and telling him sweet nothings when my other cat comes over for some love which isn't a regular occurrence, he's usually keeps his distance when Max (the alpha) is around. But not today... I just felt wonderful. I was surrounded by love & beauty! I have been so blessed to have beautiful people in my life and I thought I'd share some of my thoughts about these people.... The Beautiful Ones.
My Husband, Lee Joel
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Our Son, Izaiah Antontio
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Well, where do I start!! This little light of my life shines more with each coming day. He is full of personality and character. Through-out my pregnancy I sang & spoke to him everyday. I was a very happy pregnant woman and it shows in him. I was shown to really appreciate him when I was put through a long, pain-filled and stressful labor. He was delivered at 2:30am on 30/05/08 by c-section after 26hours & was breast fed for 9 months. The bond we share is amazing. I thank God every day for the blessing he is in my life. I have learned and am still learning so much from him. He sings, dances & spreads his joy to each person he meets. I love my Zai and will be here for him as long as I am able. I know he will become a great man & do great things with his precious life.
My Mummy, Jennifer Anne
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My Mum is such a laugh! She's loving, generous, helpful & brave. She has been through a roller-coaster of ups and downs in her life and has come out still shining. She has raised 3 children along with working, keeping a lovely home & still managing to look great. I admire her strength. She has recently suffered from breast cancer and though this must have been very hard on her, she never wanted us to worry...therefore, keeping her pain & worry hidden. She has been living in Hong Kong for the past 3 years due to her husband, Matt's work. He finally landed a job in Oz & the 2 of them now reside in a beautiful suburb in Brisbane. Always fulfilling their goals together! She is a loving Nana to our son & is always helping me when I need it. Thanks Mum, I love you!!
My Dad, Graeme James
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My Step-dad, Matthew Robert
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What an achiever! Matt is great fun! He's a Sydney boy who moved to the Far North Coast of NSW, I suppose to get a taste of the cruisy country/beach life. That's where he met my Mum. They are so well suited to each other and have been happily married for almost 4 years, and have known each other for 11 years. Matt has always wanted to fly. His mother Lorraine has told stories of when he would tape sheets of paper to his arms and jump from high-up places flapping his 'wings' like crazy in an effort to fly.....he was 4 years old! He courageously took on the role of step dad to my brother & I after falling head-over for my Mum. He had no experience with children & although it showed at times, he did a great job. He is now a Captain, flying with Virgin Airlines in Oz. He has achieved his life-long goal to
become a pilot & I admire him for that. Onya Matt! Love U ;)
My Step-Mum, Colleen
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Colleen is such a soft spirit. She never has anything bad to say about anybody. I am constantly amazed at what a dinkum person she is. She has raised her son Cale to be a wonderful young man. He is full of intelligence & is currently at University absorbing all his required knowledge to be a Doctor. What a proud Mum she must be!! Her love for my Dad is endless. He can be a handful & she still looks at him as if he had a halo. I love this lady so much & am so happy she is a part of my life. She adores her grandson Zai & is a great Nana. Her talent joined with my Dad's make for an awesome duet and I get goosebumps every time I hear them sing together. Let your light always shine Col, love you lots.
My mum in-law, Crystal Mary
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My sister in-law, Daniella
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My baby brother, Lorne Gray
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I love you so much.
My big brother, Blake Samuel
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Blake is a champ. He is such a family guy. He loves us so much he would do most anything for us. He is a true gentleman. He is a skilled soccer player & a great boyfriend to his lovely gal, Della. They've been together for 3 years and are only falling more and more in love. He cherishes the love they have...I can see it when his eyes light up when she enters the room & when he stops everything to watch her in awe when she speaks. Although we were apart for a few years during my childhood, we've always remained close. We can talk about most anything and I trust him a lot. We can clash sometimes but always manage to resolve our issues. He's a deep thinker & a peace-lover....he isn't in any way aggressive and I love that softness about him. I can't wait to see him as a Dad. I know he will be great! Love you Blake XX
My sister in-law, Hilary (Della)
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These are my beautiful ones and I love them soooooo much!
Til next time... Cassie :)